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holidays...

2007-02-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

it has been more than a month since i started my holidays.. time can juz fly when u r happy n spending valuable time wif ur family, frens n ur loved ones.. rite after the last exam, we manage to come out wif a plan to visit malacca in like half n hour.. n the trip is like the next day itself.. n we actually managed to gather 20 plus ppl for the trip n it turn out to be a success!!

we stayed in a famosa resort n yes some ppl may say that the place is kinda boring.. but its dif if u r goin there wif a huge bunch of frens!! we cramped ourselves into 2 bungalows but we spent most of our time on the road.. we went malacca n had nyonya food for lunch.. then we went back to the water park in a famosa..at nite, we visited cowboy town although its kinda boring for me.. n we drove back to the town again to hav "satay celup" for dinner cum supper.. we wanted to eat "char siew fan" or bbq pork rice at 12 plus in the morning but it is closed by the time we reached there.. disappointed, we went back to the bungalow while some of us stop for mac donalds.. next morning we had breakfast at the resort but most of us juz waited for the famous chicken rice balls in the malaca town.. then we bought some rily nice cheese tarts and had cendol before we left malacca... finally managed to satisfied out food cravings.. haha

next on the list is sending off frens to various universities as well as taking results on the 15th of jan.. managed to catch up wif many ppl n bid farewell on that day.. i was rily glad that almost everyone passed the ultimate exam.. haha.. congrats M2O4!! u guys r the best!!

then as promised, i went on a trip wif my gf to genting.. we spent some rily cool moment together n managed to catch up wif one another after 1 year of "absence".. rily appreciate the time together n hopefully things will get even better from there.. n surprisingly, genting is rily cold this time!! got no idea y but i was actually shivering even wif a sweater on..

n throughout the hols, the main activity that i'm doin is actually shopping!! cny is juz few days away and i finally got all the stuff yest after scouting out in almost all the main shopping centres in klang valley.. got some rily good deal this time n i'm so happy!! haha...

n we got a house in seremban!! its a double storey house located in seremban 3 about 10 minutes drive away from the hospital.. considering i got a car, i guess the distance doesn't matter so much.. it is a brand new house and i'm gonna stay wif gordon, yeang wee and hon lian.. i got the master bedroom and the rent is onli rm160 a month!! its less than half of my rent in vista!! adding to it, there will be other frens living around the same neighbourhood.. guess i'm gonna rily like the place!!

revived...

2007-02-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

finally i decided re-blog after like half a year?? rily sorry for all the time u guys came in without any update.. i'll try to update it more frequently starting from now..

anyway, i finished my exam a month ago n hav been enjoying my hols like crazy.. my gf came back and it makes me realise how i much i missed her presence in the past 1 year.. glad that she is back here in malaysia..

on the other hand, was kinda sad that so many of my friends went off to australia and new zealand to start off their 2nd phase in their medical studies.. rily miss u guys alot.. we had so much memories together... wish u guys all the best and do keep in touch ya!! n when u guys r back in malaysia remember to come n look for me in seremban or in klang ya!!

well i guess thats all for now.. juz a short introduction for the new 2007.. haha.. will be blogging again real soon...

We Are The Champion!!!

2006-09-30T01:29:00.000+08:00

The IMU Cup is finally over!!! n guess wat?? the semester 5 medical students which is my very own batch M2/04 has successfully defended the championship... n this time, we won the cup with a very huge margin!!! even before the final few events including cheerleading are over, we already know about the outcome... imagine the lead that we had... Anyway, the success is due to the huge talent and spirit that we had in our batch.. not only r we participating in the games but we are also the organising batch.. imagine the amount of work that we had in hand... Congrats to the organising committee for putting up such a great event in a short time.. Great job guys!!!

n in a personal note, i'm also very very happy wif the whole event.. i managed to get 8 medals from the whole competition... achieved my target of getting medals in all the events i took part in.. n all the success will not be there if not because of the great teammates i hav in all the games i took part in.. U guys rock man!!! it's a great pleasure to play wif u guys and be in the same team wif u all.. i had a wonderful time and will treasure the memories wif u all for a very long time.. gonna miss those stressful but happy moments we had together.. can't imagine that this will be the last competition that we will be playing together..

n a special thanks for all the cheerleaders in M2/04... wif the amount of time and effort we put in together to come out wif a wonderful performance, no medals can signify the experience we had together.. the frust of not completing the routine, the lack of sleep, the argument n stress here n there, the final performance and many other more.. these are some of the things that we went through together and its one of the best time i have had in imu.. everything feels so empty now ever since the competition ended on thus.. rily wish that we can perform once more together.. how i wish... but anyway, Thank You All!!!

synergic returns....

2006-09-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

after so long finally i'm here again!!! well really sorry for the lack of posts for the past few months.. was rily bz wif stuff goin on around me.. studies, exams, games, competitions, friends, parties, etc... so now i juz finished my MSK (musculoskeletal) system and moving on to the worst system ever - nervous system... don think i will hav much time either... gonna flood myself wif books and notes before its too late.. haha...

currently, the IMU Cup is goin on and its gonna end this thurs... hopefully we can create a history by successfully defending the cup which we won last year!!! i'm sure everyone in M2/04 is keeping their fingers cross... n lets pray hard for our victory!!!

well i guess that all for now.. nothing rily interesting to post up for now... juz wanna re-activate my account... till next time, chao....

post exam week!!!

2006-06-18T00:50:00.000+08:00

the last 3 days had been rily crazy for me... on wed, woke up quite early to do some last minute reading for my exam that afternoon... finish the exam at 4.00 n everyone was so relieved from it... the exam was ok but i did quite a lot of silly mistake especially words of choice!! anyway, after the exam, plans started to come in n this is where it started...

at 6.30pm, went out for dinner with the whole bunch of ppl to celebrate sze siew's birthday... we had buffet steamboat in Sunway... was a rily funny experience especially with stephen n ding there... after dinner, i rushed to evelyn's house coz i was suppose to meet her n the others there... left her house in my car and drove to Luna Bar (opposite KL tower)... that place is rily wonderful and amazing... even the toilet has a huge glass window right in front of where the guys pee!!! so we can actually enjoy the scenery while doin our business :) we left the place bout 11 plus and went back to sri petaling... then i met up wif the futsal guys n suppose to play CS with them... n instead of playing CS, i was recruited in to playing doTa... n ended up playing till 4 plus in the morning..

the next morning, woke up at 9.30 coz i had CSU session for the new system sourse... then lunch, PBL and lecture till 6.15... then a few of us decided to watch Cars that night while the rest of the world is most probably watching Tokyo Drift... we had dinner, finish watching the movie at 11 plus n head back home.. although i was so darn tired, went to the student lounge to watch the match between england and T&T... was n exciting match n there was like 30 to 40 ppl in the student lounge!!! was a surprise!! match ended at 2.00 n i went to sleep at 2.30 am...

the next morning was worse... woke up at 7.30am to head off to Jinjang Clinic to pass them some stuff... n this time, the effect is rily crazy... was rily sleepy the whole day even during the leacture... after lecture, went to play doTa for the 2nd time and this lasted till 12 in the morning... came back home, n instead of sleeping, watch the match between netherland and ivory coast till 2 am.. n went off to sleep...but not for long before i woke up at 6.30 to get ready n leave for MAPCU volleyball competition... the competition took whole day n i was half dead at the end of the day... we got 4th though... n now i'm back home and rily sleepy n tired... cant continue like this anymore... need more sleep!!!

good or bad???

2006-06-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

in the last 2 weeks, a couple of unfortunate things happen to me... first, midway during a futsal competition organized by imu, my phone got crazy while i was talking on the phone.. it suddenly switched off n on as it likes... n when i open up the casing, there's water inside!!! so i got no choice but to switched the phone off n juz let it be for that day... the next day, sent the phone to the shop to fix... they say they gonna find out wats wrg n tell me how much its gonna need to fix it.. so i left the phone there.. waited for 3 hours n i called back... they say its gonna take longer... so i waited for the next 48 hours!! n still no news... n finally i went to the shop again n this time they tell me the damage is really big n its gonna cost me a bomb to fix it... so wat happen now?? i'm stuck using my bro's old phone till i decide to get a new one.. so is this good or bad???

the 2nd thing, my laptop go crazy the week after... i tried to switched it on but some file went missing and it won't on even windows.. i tried to repair using the back up cd but i cant... so got no choice i sent it back to the shop where i bought the laptop... at first i was excited coz perhaps the data in the hard disk can still be recovered.. but... that evening he called n tell me that the hard disk is ruined n no data can be saved now... i got no choice but to get a new hard disk... n so i paid 400 bucks for a new 80gb hard disk... is this good or bad??

well this 2 condition that happen to me can be seen as a spell of unluckiness.. n i'm seriously traumatised by it especially losing all the memories inside the phone n the laptop.. however, i guess i need to move on n try looking at the bright side... at least now i get a new hard disk!! n hopefully a new phone soon!!!

requests....

2006-05-21T03:11:00.000+08:00

wah... it has been so long since i last blogged on this page... my new semester has juz started and has been quite bz with school work plus extra curricular activities... there's like super big events coming up real soon and exams r alwiz around the corner... sounds so scary...

so wat i'm blogging now?? got no idea man... juz feel like crapping something here to keep this goin... hehe... ok lets see....

when someone requests u to do something its rily hard to push the request away unless u hav a strong reason... wat more if that some one that u r close wif?? it'll be hundred times harder to turn down the request... so the best solution here is to fulfill the request wif all ur might rite?? this is of course when the situation allowed la...

well if things can be so easy n ideal then there'll be far less talking behind the back and arguing in this world... u see... wat if u rily hate the person n u juz don feel like helping?? or u dowan to fulfil the request coz its against ur principle n will?? n in the same time u cant rily come to a compromise that'll benefit both party?? so wat is the best soultion?? (keep in mind that the person may be very close to u) i cant rily come up wif an answer myself...

oh ya... my blog seems to be abit complicated sometimes... juz don think so much about it... i'm juz crapping things... n its getting rily late or should i say early?? need to sleep....zzzzzzz

relationship....

2006-05-12T01:39:00.000+08:00

relationship is definitely a very hard thing to handle... n i'm not onli talking about guy-gal relationship... even a frens relationship, bro-sis relationship, parents-children relationship, n many more other relationships... they have their very own challenges... n since human is a socialising creature, we, as human, cant avoid all this matter...but instead, we need to face it n deal wif it...

when a guy n a gal couple up together, everything seems to be vey nice and sweet.. but actually there r like tons of challenges to be dealt with... n when the relationship becomes a long distance one, troubles seems to set in... loneliness, jealousy, betrayal, etc come into the picture and all the lovey dovey thing that occur before that will juz "poof" disappear... although it's not gonna be easy, but a LDR can actually still work out... n in my part, i'm gonna look at things more positively with the hope that LDR is not equal to break up... i believe that LDR can still work out with many dif factors involved...

a guy gal relationship also involves many clashes in opinions and likings.. this goes with the other relationships too... when this happen, arguments and not agreeing with another party causes a very huge weak link in the relationship... n how the parties involved in solving the problem will play a big role in mainatining the relationship... so, if no effort is put in to fix the weakness, then it'll eventually break n there goes the relationship...

frenship also smells a lot of challenges inside... n it is neva easy to deal with this... but "there's a will, there's a way"... n i believe that this phrase can not onli motivate ppl to work hard to achieve an ambition, it can also help in maintaining a frenship n relationship...

on a brighter note, having positive relationships is perhaps the best thing that occur to someone... it is definitely better than not having any relationship at all.. loneliness can kill!! n human cant survive by himself... human need companion... thats y do not give up on any relationship that easily... appreciate it... try look at the good things n don alwiz look at the bad things...

n to all my frens, my bro, my parents, my schoolmates, my classmates, my acquaintence n even to all those ppl whom i encounter everyday, thanx alot for playing such a huge role in my life... n especially to my gf, thanx alot for making my life richer and more wonderful than ever... i love u...

wat is happening??? rily...

2006-05-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

i'm rily stressed out rite now... don understand certain things that is happening at this moment... i thought everything is goin well n getting better wif time... i thought understanding with each other should be better wif time... i thought we will know each better wif time... but not necessarily...

it happens so sudden... i know a person will alwiz stand up for wat he or she thinks is rite... n i know he or she will defend the opinion or that person till a rily concrete conclusion can alter the thought or the reality... even if the reason behind is concrete also not necessarily will make he/she to change her thought about the new life...

but how bout the other person's feeling... the person who he/she was rily closed wif before he/she met this new life... r they no longer that important anymore... or he/she can juz take them for granted juz coz he/she knows that they will forgive him/her due to their existing relationship... how sure is he/she bout it???

n for this new thoughts n person coming into his/her life, he/she is willing to go all the way to defend it no matter wat is the conclusion gonna be... it could be good or it could be bad... but how is the ending gonna be like onli time will tell...

2nd thing, y does a person juz budge into another person's life n change the latter's life into havoc??? y is he/she so bz body to brainwash n to influence the latter especially when the latter is still new to the world??? y must he/she do that??? n then the latter is so into this new life that everything which was perfect for him/her last time is actually zero???

wat is happening??? can somebody tell me... but i don think i can get any satisfying answer for a very long time... n i'll juz hav to sleep through it... a sad ending...

confused....

2006-04-17T02:31:00.000+08:00

i thought i don hav to blog again this week... i was bz preparing for my exam during the weekdays and when the exam was over, i was bz enjoying myself after that... nothing seems to be wrg in my thoughts n emotion... (except for the fact that i was not so happy wif how i did in the exam) but unfortunately, i underwent a big turnaround right now... i juz could not put my mind straight... once again things juz filled up n i juz need to let things out a little...

i'm rily confused rite now... is human not much different from animals in terms of relationship and mate?? is human as selfish as the animals when it comes to the survival and importance of themselves?? isnt love means everything when it comes to relationship or izzit juz a name to describe the special feeling n nothing more than that??

i alwiz thought love is such a powerful emotion which can drive ppl to do incredible and unexpected things... i alwiz thought if that emotion called love comes into a relationship it can drive the relationship towards a bright future... but things are juz not that simple...

when a couple is seperated for a very long time, the fire burning behind the relationship can sometimes begin to fade... n many dif thoughts and events will occur causing the fire to either burn again or being completely put off.. even love cannot keep it burning in this situation.. or is there no more love left?? i hear many stories about ppl breaking up in a long distance relationship... maybe the lost of fire is one of the reasons behind... i dunno...

is a relationship which lasts for a long time incomparable to someone new who juz begin to treat u nice for a few weeks?? is the memories n perhaps the emotion love unable to hold the relationship together from being taken away by a new sensation?? humans can actually be like animals in some way.. when a candidate arrives in the rite time he/she has higher probability to win the contest.. n wat is left of the old one r juz memories n mere memories....

i'm wondering... wat is the implication if someone thinks that some things are not meant to last forever n wats imp is the beautiful things that occur in the mean time??? i watched the trailer of "Cars" which is coming to cinema soon.. they mentioned this phrase " wat is important is not the destination, it is the journey that counts" though this might not be the exact words... hehe... izzit true?? izzit the process which matters the most n not the outcome?? i'm rily confused about this...

oh i think i'm crapping too much here... i don even know wat am i talking about... haih...

deep thought...

2006-04-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

there's something which i have been thinking for quite a while... when ppl are bz and occupied with something, do they realise that they will tend to put all their attention to that thing and forget bout the rest.. it's like when exam is around the corner or a competition is coming up, there are practically nothing else in their mind but onli the exam or the competition... maybe this is how human works... this is how nature created us this way so that we can put full attention into it... with this perhaps, we can perform better in that particular thing...

but do we realise that while we r bz preparing and getting involve in the activity, we tend to leave other things aside?? and one thing that we alwiz leave aside and take it for granted is the relationships with the people around us... our family, our loved ones, our friends, or even the lady working in the library...

when we r so indulge into the thing we r doin, we tend to communicate less with the people around us... even when they r trying to talk to us also we will juz answer back in 1 or 2 sentences and hope that the conversation will end... wouldn't this leave a very bad impression on them?? wouldn't they be tired of our attitude one day and got fed up of us?? but usually those ppl care for us n understand our condition.. they will forgive us after a while... but wat if this thing doesn't happen onli once in a while?? wat if it happens so often that those ppl that we care about finally could not take it anymore?? wat will be the consequences that time??

truthfully, it is never a nice feeling to be neglected by others... when someone make u feel as though they don care about u anymore or u r not that important, it feels rily bad... it feels as though there are no more light out there... it feels so heavy right there in ur heart... its feels negative... but well its happens all the time.. n i might also be one of them who neglect others....

first post...

2006-04-08T01:26:00.000+08:00

it is already 1.30 am n i'm thinking of starting a blog at this time?? well there's actually alot of things in my mind rite now... juz wanna get things out... n wats a better way than a blog?? starting this blog is really something new.... a whole new experience... a whole new virtual me...

exam is coming up next friday n i'm sooo not prepared... lots of lectures that need to be covered n so little time left... never like the feeling of rushing through the notes, memorising every words, but not learning anything... rily need to change my habit... start studying early n actually learn... wonder when onli will i do that... i have been making this resolution since dunno when but i'm still not making THE change...

ppl alwiz think that i can take things the easy way out... but i am not... i am actually working my butt off juz to achieve my target... n there's alot of pressure on myself... alot of stress to maintain it... can i actually do that all the way through?? maybe it is me myself who is creating this trouble... wat can i do?? maybe my fren is rite... get a day, drink till i'm drunk n no worries... maybe everything will be better... at least for that moment...

long term relationship is rily something very very hard to maintain... it requires a very high EQ juz to be able to get through it... no wonder alot of couples break up after staying away from each other for a certain period of time... but i'm hoping that i'm not gonna be among one of them... appreciate this relationship very much... about 3 months plus have passed... n there are already countless time when i feel rily down... lonelinesss can rily kill...